Questions

Everytime I see this man, lot of questions suddenly appear in my mind

are you the right man?

are you the answer?

are you for real?

are you a reality?

can you throw away my doubt?

can you hold my hand everyday and protect me when the sun looks so bright?

can you covering me when rain looks so heavy?

can you accept me in my bad condition?

can we survive with many differences that clearly seen between us?

can we always keep this  "fighting" until the end?


and....

are you the man that I will spend my lifetime with?

sometimes lot of doubt disturbing me, I let it go, I give this man a chance to erase it one by one, convince me, makes me feel warm and safe. until the end we can see, how far we go, how long we can hold this relationship, how could we can stand in worst situation. 


"because I want you to be a part of my daily life, I want us having a dynamic relationship, that's why I never say I Love You, because what I feel about you more than just that thing"